First entry for almost 5 months..intense. But just because I haven't been writing does mean I haven't been reading.
Ok here's the breakdown:
August: Great month! I learned so much about myself that I never knew before. I learned it is okay to take risks. I made new friends this month. I got SOO close to my family. I got a job at one of me favorite stores: Buckle. I auditioned for a play: Pinnochio. I got the CRIcket role. I started at a new school and I only got lost 3 times. : )
September: So, I kinda put myself into a corner here. My only constant friend was a freshman. I hated it. I am an upperclassmen now. I am supposed to be feared, not used. It sucked. My mom and I had some high tension because of my grades. But the class here are so hard. I wasnt slacking. I just couldnt do it. Then my aunt, whom I've grown so close to, was diagnosed with leukimia.
October: I met someone in October who I knew before because I'd seen him and I knew we had a connection. We started hanging out alot! It was great. I felt like I was starting something again. I could move on now. My grades still sucked though. I was reunited with some friends I had made over summer. Work was getting stressful though. Then grades were getting even worse. It was not good.
November: I quit my job for grades. The guy I was "talking" to went to another girl because of my freshmen friend. That sucked most of all. My play toured this month and I made soo many new friends. I was sorta inducted into the theatre clique now. Cliche? My really bad problems with Nick started evolving here. I eventually had a breakdown. It was the first time I failed a class. Precalculus was seriously killing my self esteem.
December: I went into December pretty roughly. Nick and I were on edge and going back @ Christmas was the breaking point. Homecoming was great! I had so much fun seeing everyone. It was amazing. Although Nick and I never have had happy endings. I was so ready for break. Finals..I only failed one. Soo I was ok there. It was time to relax.
Janurary (so far..): Januaray has been good to me. My schedule is SOO much better. 1: AP English 11 2: US History 3: Precal regualars 4: World Geography Delta 5: Spanish 2 6: Theatre 2 7: Physics 8: Off Campus I am currently making new friends. New love interest. Its going great right now. I have a pagent next month. YEssssA! OH and last night I got to ride in the back of a cop car. Great 1st week of 2006!
Ill update...Whats going on with everyone.
IM me @ LeYlow4NoW
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